Father and son....

Dear Aman,

I know you are too young to read my expression. I don’t know why but it has been long time i haven’t heard the songs i always loved. The reason may be your mom is the sweeter and the sweetest of all. When she is around she makes me to forget everything and she becomes my only dream and world. I live in it. After very long time.....i mean very long time. i heard a song, which i have dreamt way long to sing for you. This song is all about 

A SON AND FATHER.

 Here it is and goes like this.......

Father 
It's not time to make a change 
Just relax, take it easy 
You're still young, that's your fault 
There's so much you have to know 
Find a girl, settle down 
If you want you can marry 
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy 

I was once like you are now 
and I know that it's not easy 
To be calm when you've found something going on 
But take your time, think a lot 
Think of everything you've got 
For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not 

Son 
How can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again 
It's always been the same, same old story 
From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen 
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away 
I know I have to go 

Father 
I was once like you are now 
and I know that it's not easy 
To be calm when you've found something going on 
But take your time, think a lot 
Think of everything you've got 
For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not 

Son 
All the times that I cried 
keeping all the things I knew inside 
It's hard, but it's harder to ignore it 
If they were right, I'd agree 
but it's them THEY know not me 
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away 
I know I have to go
(father- you dont have to go )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m3FbwmjQUj0

click on the URL to listen to this song.....

 It is your mother who has poured life back into ME.

Angel of my life , God has sent her  to save me when i was struck on the cross ends of life. I know your mother has to read out. Because you just turned to 5 months. Every little feeling i am going through right this moment your mother will explain be quite and good child.

I know it might sound funny to you. And you would not even bother to know what your mom is trying to tell you all about. Let me tell you something i know it is too early for you to understand what i am trying to convey. I don’t know why ? But i want you to know something 

Extremely good happened to me. I was wreck at some time, i said to myself 1000 times in a day.

That i don’t have home and family which was un-common. My friends , friend friends  have families and home. There were times i cried so much. But it didn’t bother me for too long. Above all I don’t know how to get out of it. God has been so good, ever since i found your mother and your sister. I found everything. FAMILY

Your sister brought the loving and caring qualities out of me. She often made me to feel that she is a‘’ star’’.

A special child that i can ever have. I always felt like doing anything for your sister and mom. Since you walked in i felt that you found a sister and your sister found a brother. It’s like finding the need and support for the life. Besides, Your mom will never be alone.

I love your mother so much. She is my love of life. I know  I am going emotional after listening to the song. In the end EVERYTHING IS TRUE.

Love you all, my family...chinni, deepthi & aman

Aman and me ....when he was 3 months old.......

From: 

Daddy